I had an experience the other day where I didn't feel all that safe. I was with someone I trusted but they are not the best influence. And by not the best influence I mean they just tried to get me more fucked up then I'd like, but I didn't let them. I was the most fucked up I've every been, I was in a public place, I couldn't focus on anything, I don't remember a lot from that day, and it just overall felt like a dream. Now normally I think I would've been fine if I wasn't out in public, if I was at home or at my friends house I probably wouldn't have freaked out as much. But because it was such a new experience and I had to focus on acting normal when focusing at all was very difficult. Time felt like it was moving quickly and yet like it didn't exist at all. I kept thinking I was in a dream or I felt like I wasn't real, and that freaked me out. In order to feel like everything thing was real I kept track of the time, kept track of how long...
